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... ... I remember a long time ago my father asked me an important question ... "Did you make any friends in school today?"
I shook my head side to side to tell him "no" ... Growing up I knew I wasn't good at making friends either because I had no desire to talk to people or I was stuck in my own "Little World"
As the years go by my "Little World" grew larger by the day while in reality I probably made less than a handful of "Acquaintances" let alone friends ... But I was happy nonetheless.
I had friends, family and people who looked up to me as both their Hero and Icon in my world, and it was both my responsibility and purpose to keep my little world growing so it can become something of Legend.
Then ... Then the Civil war erupted, but when I turned my back and couldn't help. As I attempted to keep my life in reality stable, my true home began to shed blood. People I knew were fighting each other while the survivors believed that this outrage was my fault ... When I returned and lent a hand, I slowly accepted this accusation after watching the chaos unfold. The reality I lived in was lonely while my "little world" was my pride and joy, and when it needed me most I wasn't there to defend it.
My world before the war saw me as a Hero and an Icon, something greater than any man could ever be ... Those foolish souls are now lost in the afterlife, and by my hand.
They even say I've destroyed a world before from pure rage ... I pray to have been that reckless, but I let this world die slowly one close friend at a time ... I let my world die before me and I abandoned it ...
... Perhaps ... That's who I am ... I'm suppose to be alone ... I should be watching the worlds burn down beside me. They're nothing I deem important, the only thing I cared for tore itself apart and blamed me!
There's NOTHING left for me in this world, but my purpose to simply breathe ... And destroy what's left around me.
My name ... Even that holds no value to me anymore. My old name and life is nothing but a foolish Hope, just like Aurora's People were!!
I am Nex, and there is nothing left for me in this universe but my ISOLATION!!!
I shook my head side to side to tell him "no" ... Growing up I knew I wasn't good at making friends either because I had no desire to talk to people or I was stuck in my own "Little World"
As the years go by my "Little World" grew larger by the day while in reality I probably made less than a handful of "Acquaintances" let alone friends ... But I was happy nonetheless.
I had friends, family and people who looked up to me as both their Hero and Icon in my world, and it was both my responsibility and purpose to keep my little world growing so it can become something of Legend.
Then ... Then the Civil war erupted, but when I turned my back and couldn't help. As I attempted to keep my life in reality stable, my true home began to shed blood. People I knew were fighting each other while the survivors believed that this outrage was my fault ... When I returned and lent a hand, I slowly accepted this accusation after watching the chaos unfold. The reality I lived in was lonely while my "little world" was my pride and joy, and when it needed me most I wasn't there to defend it.
My world before the war saw me as a Hero and an Icon, something greater than any man could ever be ... Those foolish souls are now lost in the afterlife, and by my hand.
They even say I've destroyed a world before from pure rage ... I pray to have been that reckless, but I let this world die slowly one close friend at a time ... I let my world die before me and I abandoned it ...
... Perhaps ... That's who I am ... I'm suppose to be alone ... I should be watching the worlds burn down beside me. They're nothing I deem important, the only thing I cared for tore itself apart and blamed me!
There's NOTHING left for me in this world, but my purpose to simply breathe ... And destroy what's left around me.
My name ... Even that holds no value to me anymore. My old name and life is nothing but a foolish Hope, just like Aurora's People were!!
I am Nex, and there is nothing left for me in this universe but my ISOLATION!!!
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.... I don't even